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So sick of being disappointed. :(

12dpo today- BFN. Temps are starting to go down, and I'm Crampy. AF is on her way for sure. I don't know why I thought this would be my month. Maybe because I thought praying a lot may help? Maybe because last year around this time is when we started trying? We took a 4 month break, but next month will be 8 cycles of us trying. I never knew it would be this hard, this frustrating, this depressing. I have friends that just don't get it cause they got pregnant the first time they tried- they tell me "just let it happen , don't think about it!" Super easy for them to say when they didn't have to. I hate being so negative. It's not who I am at all. I'm just so tired of getting my hopes up every month to have them crushed again. I've never wanted something so bad. Sigh.
On to next month.

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