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So so so frigen over it :(

What the hell is wrong with me so af showed her ugly fat face today I just dont friggen understand it we BD on the perfect days i never got up after we bd like sometimes i do i even put my fricken legs in the air straight after i used my progesterone cream after ovulation which made my lp 16 days plenty of time for implantation and im still not pregnant i feel like absoloute shit coming up june my baby i lost would have been one every single one of my friends have announced their expecting and im just exisisting with a huge empty whole in my heart . I see story after story on the news of dead beat parents who abuse their children . Friends that tell me oh your lucky u dont have kids i cant even finish my cup of coffee in the morning yet not realising im wishing for the day i know how it feels to be tired to not be able to drink alcohol to endure the pain of labour i cant stand this anymore nothing works ive even tried the whole not trying thing ditched the opks and cycle monitoring 1 and a half years later and im still not pregnant and my baby i lost is not here sorry to all who read this and think im being pathetics i know every one has struggles in life but i needed to get this off my chest im at zero atm and positivity feels a thing of the past

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