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Making the choice

Never thought I would have to sit down and ask myself whether or not I want to "try" to get pregnant. I have faced enough challenges in that department after going through cervical cancer... had to wait a whole year before I could even think about getting pregnant. And now that year is over- but wait... looks like it won't be that easy. Doc doesn't think I'm ovulating. Deciding to take medication to make me ovulate is a big decision. It's a conscious decision to say "I'm trying to get pregnant" and no longer becomes about random chance. This scares me- but my husband said to me yesterday that he wants to have children and he wants me to take medication to see if we can get pregnant. So now it begins- now I have to start paying attention, track, and be a little bit more involved in this process. I'm scared- half of me wonders if it's just a sign from the universe that I shouldn't have kids and the other half of me... I'm almost afraid to say it aloud- I think I'm ready to be a mom.

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