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By LunaHawk » Posted Jun. 12, 2012 5:26pm - 198 views - 21 comments

HSG revealed that both tubes are blocked.... Im completely devastated .... All this charting, buying OPK's, getting SUPER + OPK's... taking all these stupid ass pills to help get pregnant... frigan waste of money... waste of frigan time... 6 months of all of this charting... to have a baby that was never going to come... Im so frigan mad and sad ... I just want to scream and cry and punch something....
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	Comment from AngelDoll15 » Posted Jun. 17, 2012 2:18pm I'm keeping you in pray. Nothing is impossible for God. He will make a way. Big hugs to you and prayer. Hang in there.
	Comment from LunaHawk » Posted Jun. 16, 2012 7:52pm I pray that's my case... I'm hoping my HSG cleared out my tube in some way... Any way possible..
	Comment from julieacorn » Posted Jun. 16, 2012 2:25pm I was told my tubes were blocked and resigned myself to never having baby. Then, about six months later, got pregnant. Sadly I miscarried but when I went for a repeat hysterosalpingogram (sp?) they said the tubes were no longer blocked and a 'blocked tube' can sometimes just have mucus in it.
	Comment from LunaHawk » Posted Jun. 15, 2012 4:17pm Yeah that's not an option... I'd be no good for havin a newborn and be struggling. It's more along the lines of if they can't unblock the tube or show an affordable option for our budget then I'll have to hang my hopes up and swallow it as best as possible. It wouldn't be fair to my other kids or my hubby to go without or not live comfortably all over my wants... I'm letting it in gods hands.. I guess if it's meant to be it'll find it's way. Thank you all for supporting me through all this... It's been a big punch to the gut. Please just pray that this tube unblocked or can be unblocked as I pray for all of y'all to get that baby dust :)
	Comment from katiemay88 » Posted Jun. 15, 2012 3:18pm I know this may not be the best sugestion, but would you consider getting a line of credit or loan from a bank? We're at our one year mark now and I have an appt. with a specialist in Sept. If they find for us IVF is the only option we have a line of credit we've never touched, but I know I would be willingly to go into debt for a chance to have a baby. I hope you're feeling better :)
	Comment from joker31 » Posted Jun. 15, 2012 3:16am I'm so sorry to hear that, there is nothing anyone can say or do to make this pain go away for you. Can they unblock your tubes??
	Comment from LunaHawk » Posted Jun. 14, 2012 8:16pm My RE is only there on Tuesdays and she's always packed... There's only like 4 RE's in my area that accepts military too... It sucks
	Comment from Destiny » Posted Jun. 14, 2012 4:06pm Uuuhhhgggggg I hope things turn around for you...