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lalarilley's TTC Journal

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By lalarilley » Posted Apr. 16, 2012 4:36pm - 81 views - 1 comment

So my period was due Thursday the 12th, but didn't come. I tested that day and it was negative. I then had a busy weekend and didn't have a chance to test again until this morning. My first test was a dollar store test, and I thought it was negative right away, but after looking at it for a few seconds, I thought I could see a hair thin line. I couldn't tell if my mind was playing tricks on me, so I tested again with a First Response. Once again, first thought was negative, but then noticed a super faint line, almost like a shadow. I'm still not sure if it might have been an indent. Still, it was something, and that got me nervous. I've had small amounts of nausea off and on, and cramps very similar to AF, making me think she is coming but so far its been days and nothing. My boobs are also pretty sore, and feel hard/heavy instead of squishy. I've been TTC with my husband since last May/June and this whole time I've been totally ready. Strangely, now that its starting to seem more like a possiblitly, I am getting totally freaked out! This would be our first child, and its understandably a scary thing the first time. I work mornings all week, and I'm thinking of putting off testing again until my next day off, Sunday. Although I'm far from a POAS person like some, it still seems crazy to put it off for so long. I want there to be time for my hormones to get strong enough for a real line before I believe anything. Now that it seems like I could be pregnant, I am afraid to test!!!
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Comment from firsttime mommy » Posted Apr. 19, 2012 1:18pm
I really hope you get your postive . GL sweetheart.

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