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View All My Journal Entries Clomid didn't work - got my period on Mother's Day :(
By iheartpennstate » Posted May. 13, 2012 2:11pm - 96 views - 0 comments

Wow, what GREAT timing - AF arrived this afternoon! Oh goody. And it just happens to be Mother's Day. We found out on Friday that my pregnancy test was negative. What a crappy weekend. :( I feel like I haven't even had a chance to mourn the fact that our first round of Clomid didn't work because we've been with people all weekend, plus hubby is traveling this week. Maybe that's better for him so he doesn't have to put up with my grouchy self.

It's funny - I mentioned to DH last week that maybe we should take a break from TTC since we're rolling up on a year with no success. He said whatever I wanted was fine but he actually sounded disappointed. That's a first and something I didn't quite expect. Since then, we've decided to do two more rounds of Clomid and if that doesn't work, then we'll take a break.

I hate days like this. People are generally so insensitive, especially at church. People kept asking me when we were going to have kids so I could celebrate Mother's Day, and I just walked away from the conversation and said we had to leave. I'm trying to find joy today for my mom and celebrating her, but my heart's just not in it today. I wish I could stay in bed and cry for a while. That sounds more therapeutic than going out to dinner and having Mother's Day shoved down my throat once again.
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