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View All My Journal Entries Goodbye to my Little Angel...Gurtvin Clive.
By clivencleo » Posted Jun. 16, 2012 8:51pm - 270 views - 9 comments

A week ago, DH and I are very happy...Finally we saw the baby's heartbeat.. I cant explain how happy i am.. Thanks GOD and to all of your prayers my dear friends.. Thank you..

Monday i had a light brown spotting..the whole day then stops at night. The morning i woke up, i check my undies and there no more spotting..After a few minutes i sneeze (heavy) twice..then i went to the bathroom to take a bath..when i remove my undies i saw a dark brown spots again but this time with blood clot..oh my dont know what to do..SO i did not take a bath i change my clothes and went to OB with DH...After 3hours we had an ultrasound..I keep an my eye on the screen..i saw something different,,the position of the baby lying down straight..then i looked on my OB's face..she is very sad..saying i cant find the heartbeat..she used doppler and still no heartbeat..then she measures and we found out the growth of the baby stops...5 days ago..
Wednesday around 5AM im sufferring from heavy cramps and heavy bleeding..We went to the hospital 10am they removed the baby...they called it D&C..

I miss my baby...every morning when i woke up, im talking to him while rubbing my belly..be strong and keep growing..every night my Dh rub my belly and talking to him..."mommy and daddy do everything to keep you healthy...stay with us and keep growing..i cant wait to see you on New year's day..you are the 2013 best gift ever...Just hang in there..good night.."

Still in pain...I love you my little Angel...

I would like to thank you all dear friends...for all the prayers and for being supportive.. I really appreciate it...
Thank you allfor being there...I Love you all..

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Comments for this Journal Entry

Comment from stephray » Posted Oct. 19, 2012 2:11pm
Oh my Clievencleo I'm sorry I didn't know of your mc:-((( So sorry sorry to hear, you are prayerfully in my thoughts.
Comment from el2011 » Posted Jul. 30, 2012 9:33am
I am so sorry for your loss. I don't know if you remember me from the boards several months ago but I feel your pain - I had a missed m/c in December and even though the hurt is not as fresh/bad as it was, reading your post still brought it all back. *hugs* hope you are doing okay.
Comment from janeann44 » Posted Jun. 26, 2012 11:55am
So sorry for your loss. :( May God give you the strength to move on from this loss. Prayers for you and your DH.
Comment from according » Posted Jun. 21, 2012 5:29pm
I'm so sorry for you loss!!
Comment from krunchie29 » Posted Jun. 21, 2012 1:40am
thinking of you xx
Comment from mrspw2011 » Posted Jun. 18, 2012 4:03am
Oh Clive. I am so sorry for your loss. I have been praying for your family this whole time and rooting for this little bean to be sticky. I wish I could just grab you up in a hug. Little Gurtvin is looking down on your and your DH thanking you for the life they were given, no matter how brief.
Comment from newlyjg » Posted Jun. 17, 2012 5:51am
So sorry for ur loss my sister, keep strong in the face of this terrible situation.Little bean rest in peace, knowing u were loved.
Comment from ellekayejaye » Posted Jun. 17, 2012 4:54am
Goodbye little Gurtvin Clive :(

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