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About Me / My Trying to Conceive Story

Lets see.. first pregnancy ended in still born (at 23 weeks) on January 2005 gave birth vaginal, with 0 drugs heard her last heart beat but she was to young to survive the world. Now after 5 years of my husband and I trying, we have finally got our BFP on November 11, 2011. My water broke at 18 weeks 4 days, and I was sent home on complete bed rest after 2 days in the hospital and no sign of labor. I did absolutely nothing for that time I was on bed rest and followed doc orders to the 'T'. Then, on Tuesday night at about 9 pm I started having noticeable contractions that were 20 mins apart. By the time my husband and I got to the hospital, they were about 13-10 mins apart. Wednesday 2/29/2012 (19 weeks 4 days) morning at 1:38 am I gave birth to a beautiful baby girl, who fought for her life for 3 hours and was pronounced our angel baby at 4:15 am. So, my husband and I have decided to keep our hopes up and try again. So, Now we are back on the TTC list. :) It's been a long journey and going to be a very long road ahead of us, but what can we do besides stay positive, be patient and stay strong! I miss our little girls so badly and there is always going to be that empty feeling inside no matter what. But we have figured, whats one more shot? we've been through so much together, and we believe we can get through anything. Everything and Anything is always possible. I know there is other women and couples out there that has been through more then us and knows how it feels, and where I am coming from. Prayers Prayers and more Prayer...