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Single mommy to be... caution might offend others!
Ok ladies Iâ??m going to be real honest here, I might offend some but others can relate...But I could care less because I couldn't be more happy.. on 03-10-2010 in the middle of a 4 years relationship I was 6 weeks pregnant and decided it was not the right time for me to continue and termed the pregnancy considering all circumstances... 4 months later on 07-12-2010 I became pregnant again but the doctors told me I would have a miscarriage since the placenta was flat and termed the pregnancy... Since then it has been almost 2 years and to this day I am unable to forgive myself for making the decision I made, it is very hard living to know what could have been and the possibilities of wanting to have children in the future slim, it changes you mentally I havenâ??t been the same... My 4 year relationship ended on agreed terms last October, it just was not healthy for me to be in.. My ex was the only person Iâ??ve been with in over 5 years. I felt free for once and met a couple of people, lived my life.. Including someone I just met the beginning of February and the 2nd time we were intimate I knew that instant something was up... I know my body, it just so happened that it was my fertile week and the day we were intimate I ovulated.. like I said I knew instantly and with countless BFN's until I was 5 days late for my period and 19dpo I got a BFP yesterday... Estimated due date is 11-03-2012 and my babies first heart beat will be 03-10-2012 marking my 2 yr. from the first abortion I had, this has to mean something!!! God giving me a 2nd chance... Iâ??ve made up my mind and Iâ??m going about this alone with my families support. I havenâ??t been able to reach the babyâ??s father and I doubt I will get any support from him since it was just a fling.... My head is running all over the place with confusion, excitement everything... I hope and pray that I go full term and have a wonderful healthy baby..
Single mommy to be...
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No one can judge decisions people have made in their life.... God is the only one and if he is giving you another pregnancy then squeeze tight to it because you never know what will happen in your future. I am a single mom of two daughters, and I am 5 weeks pregnant with my 3rd *with a different man, we are engaged* I wouldnt have it any other way. It is hard being a single mother, but having kids is a blessing, single or not, as long as you have family you will be fine!!! congrats on the baby and may you have a happy and healthy 9 months!
12 years ago
I really appriciate your comment, a huge smile on my face... Yesterday i had an appointment with my best friends pastor, one on one. I have asked for forgiveness something ive avoided for 2 years and ive never felt better.. I have a feeling this is a huge blessing in disguise. Praying i have a healthy pregnancy! Thank you again!!! 
12 years ago • Post starter
hey please know that YOU KNOW WHAT? YOU HAVE MY SUPPORT! :D and we know maybe it's gonna be tough w/o family support and (or) the father's support as well. but what you're doing now is the right thing to do! I guess it's the most right decision you ever made!
pregnancy is a gift, a miracle. it's not an ability. treasure it. most women who can't conceive is dying to take your spot. and all of us in 2ww is going crazy already hoping for our 
you are very lucky! 
and 
! wish me luck. I'm 6dpo today please 
12 years ago
Thank you ladies so much for all the support. I'm
currently 7.5 weeks and tomorrow i will have the first ultrasound. I'm so excited i get to hear the heartbeat. Still nothing from the babies father but god only knows what the future may hold. Good luck to all of you and again i appriciate all of your blessings...
Thank you!!!!
12 years ago • Post starter
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