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Someone please tell me they gone through this..
I have attempted to post on this website a few times and never got a reply.
The last time I posted on this site, i talked about the hard time my husband and I were having conceiving. I didn't think it was going to happen.
I've had two miscarriages. My first, was very early in my pregnancy. I found out I was six weeks pregnant which an ultrasound confirmed. When I went in to my next visit, I learned my baby had stopped developing a week after my first visit.
My second miscarriage I made it a few weeks farther, but then my doctor explained to me that I had a partial molar pregnancy which means my fertilized egg grew into something called a mole instead of an embryo. It elevates your Hcg levels, so you get a positive test and you have all pregnancy symptoms. Basically- your just okay until all of the sudden your not. Even better, the odds of this happening to you are about 1 in 1,500 pregnancies.
When i had these pregnancies I was 18-19, young and naive. Now I am 22 years old, and this is my first pregnancy with my husband. I can't even bring myself to be excited. I'm absolutely terrified! I'm paranoid every time I go to the bathroom or my stomach gurggles. I'm constantly checking for spotting. I can't bring myself to think about baby names or look at nursery furniture. I find myself saying things to my husband like "If i make it to full term" or "if the baby is born".
Has anyone else gone through anything like this?
I feel like i'm early in my pregnancy. No more than 8 weeks, but probably closer to 4 weeks. I have my first prenatal appointment in 11 days and i'm just looking for any reassurance.. The fear I have of going to this is unbearable. I wish i could enjoy this time and not be dreading my first appointment and everything to do with this pregnancy.
Thanks, guys.
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