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Was I ever even pregnant?'

I had 2 BFPs a few days from each other and they were very faint, the second one a bit more faint. The same day as this second one, with a less sensitive brand, I got a BFN. I knew I was pregnant, I just felt it. I had so many symptoms that I never have before AF comes. The day of my expected period, however, I felt like I was going to get my period, I felt how I normally felt the day of. Then, AF came on in the expected day so I thought it was just my period and I was never pregnant. But then, I read more on chemical pregnancies and I had 2 BFPs like I was pregnant. But I also feel it was all in my head and I was never pregnant because AF came/i had the CP on that day when they usually happen like a week after (according to everything I've read online). I am so sad that I lost my baby but also have waves of doubt that I was never even pregnant and I am mourning the loss of nothing. What gets me through is thinking about meeting my baby in heaven but what if I get to heaven and there's no baby because I wasn't pregnant. I just dont know.

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