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Who else feels this way?

I am 30. I have always wanted to be a mother, but it just never felt like it was time. Now, it's all I think about. I am not one to obsess over anything but I find myself obsessing over TTC. It is something I want more than anything and would give up anything to have. I have only been trying for a couple months. I just went of birth control a couple months ago. My mom says it will happen when it is time, but no one understands that I feel like it should be my time. I pray every night. This past couple weeks I have prayed that I would be pregnant by my birthday, which is November 16. My period was not due until oct 23, a couple nights after I prayed, i started 3 days early. This would make my period due around my birthday...meaning I would find out on my birthday if I were to conceive on after this cycle. I am trying to be positive and see this as a sign, but I am so much a realist, that it is hard.

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