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Chemical again?

Hey, this will be my first topic ever contributed... I read on these sites all of the time for guidance and they have helped greatly, now I need more guidance. My partner and I were not ttc, but in the beginning of November last year we got a positive test. We were scared and uncertain but willing to make all of the meckssary adjustments to make it work. I had a chemical miscarriage on my birthday, 7 days later. So sad!

This helped us grow closer and we decided if it happened, and we got pregnant again... We would be more than happy... We were ready this time. I got pregnant the next cycle, never had a period... And this time miscarried at 5 weeks... Much more painful and traumatizing.. Mainly because we had grown so close to the idea, attached. My partner was devistated and took it so hard.

Well one cycle went by and here I am again, positive test, very faint.. But because of my cycles being confused... I can't even determine when my ovulation date occurred.

Either way, I am obsessing.. I am testing way too often... And I am already prepared for the worst. I've been having dull period like cramps for the last 3 days and as I've tested, it seems as though the line is becoming more faint... Like its disappearing. I'm so depressed. I'm going for blood work tomorrow morning.... To see my levels... I just don't understand why this happens to me. I've been tested for everything, that might have caused the other two... But nothing, I'm healthy.

Anyone know why this could be happening? I'm just so confused. It makes me want to give up. ????

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