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My body is being hostile.

So my last cycle, I got to day 16, got a positive OPK for once, and DTD. That night, bad cramping (worse than any menstrual cramps I've had in years) and some spotting, and the next day my period started again. I started using OPK on CD 9. So now I'm on CD 14 and I keep.getting.positives. I had one negative. (And yes, I know what qualifies as a positive; they're all equal to/darker than control line. At night!) Noooo I'm not doing any more tests!

It's just kind of like doing something over and over, expecting it to change, and it doesn't. Four years later and all our friends have kids now; we don't. I never thought it would be the major stressor of our marriage. All of the pills, him confessing he feels like a failure, my MIL telling him to have a kid with another woman... I'm ready to chuck everything out the window.

Why do we do this to ourselves?

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