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I have been ttc for 9 months now. 2 chemical pregnancies. The most recent one was August 28th. I was so excited to share the news with my family. Although my father wasn't happy( because he hates my other half).. But the day after I told my family, I lost it. My father of course was happy and relieved he said. But after losing my baby again. I went into shut down mode and became pretty depressed. It took about a week before I snapped out of it. . I already have a beautiful daughter who just turned 4 on the 7th this month. I had an IUD in for 3 years had it taken out last Nov. My cycles are pretty irregular. But they have only hone over 40 days when I am pregnant. I'm currently on cycle day 44. I feel pretty pregnant but I'm scared to test and have another chemical. So I'm not! I have a dr apt on Thursday. We will see what's going on then if there's still no sign of my period/chemical.. But I understand how hard it is. I think with time it gets a bit easier, you know what to expect. But we all know everything happens for a reason.. Your time will come and you will make a wonderful beautiful baby. I wish you the best of luck. Baby dust!! ;).

Thank you so much. I've got my fingers and toes crossed for you.

That is terrible, what you said about your fathers response. My first husband was like that. It's probably the most insensitive thing to say and very selfish.

I think if you keep trying there is always a chance especially if it is your intention. Then after all this worry just fades away.

I am 12 dpo and know I have to go in to my doc soon to test and I am stalling.

Good luck this week. Please let me know how this turns out for you. I'll be sending out a little prayer for you:)

How are things going with you this week?

I hope things turned out well?