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My story.

I have been reading a lot of the entries in this category and my story comes nowhere near as close to loss as all of yours, but to me, I have still lost. My husband and I have been TTC for 4 years now. I have known for a long time that I ovulate on day 8 or 9 of my cycle and recently found out what the problem was. All of my fertilized eggs were not able to attach to my uterus, so they were expelled. God only knows how many times this has happened, but it was only caught when I was on my 3rd cycle of Clomid and they did a 3D internal US and found that 2 eggs had been fertilized and the cells were multiplying but the uterus was not ready for them because I ovulate so early... they took me off the Clomid right away. I know this is not technically a "miscarriage" because the fertilized eggs never attached to my uterus, but it still feels like a loss to me... I have been monitored and found that almost every cycle I do actually have fertilized eggs, but no such luck keeping them. As of 2 months ago, my cycle has finally gotten straightened out (due to the 3 months on Clomid.) And this is my first cycle ovulating regularly. BFN 8 DPO but waiting until 12 DPO before getting completely discouraged. As I said before, my heart aches for every single one of you ladies for your losses and I wish you all the best of luck for your futures as mothers to be!

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