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Psyche!

I'm about 9 dpo. Or 10. Or 11...who knows? Not me! I started testing way early, but I didn't understand fully opk's and when to take them or how to read them until it was probably too late. So I don't even know if I O'd.

That said, I've had 2 pregnancies and 2 live births. This is my first time TTC in 6 years. (I had an IUD). I wouldn't have gotten SO anxious had I not started feeling completely exhausted about a week ago. that was my first sign with my oldest. I mean, we're talking taking a nap and then bed at 8:30 tired. That NEVER happens to me. I'm a total night owl. Then, I started getting all these other symptoms, my bbs feel heavy (not super sore) I get a metal taste, I have heartburn almost daily now, I couldn't finish a drink with alcohol in it without feeling nauseated (before I suspected anything). AND...LOTS of BFN's. I don't know if I'm testing too early, or if my body is totally having a false pregnancy.

AF is not due until Sunday/Monday, but the wait is kind of torture for me. I can't shake these symptoms (and there are more....) even though I get BFN's every day now.

I'm X my fingers for a BFP, but thinking it's a big fake out. (Which sucks because I'm sleeping SO much right now). I'm going to feel like a fool if AF shows up. Anyone ever have a psyche? How did you deal?

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