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Confessions of a TTC Woman... Pt2 - Page 6

Reply by aromatherapy » Mar. 11, 2012 10:31pm

so i just ranted in the forum topics about people voting - when it's obviously a + im just super pissy and aggressive today gilrs i can definatly tell i o'd, and i hate feeling like this but i can't control it.......

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Reply by Expecting2Expect » Mar. 12, 2012 12:32am

Hi ladies!

kristine - sorry your feeling so grouchy! I have been biting everyones heads off today too...

AFM - ok was just chatting in a group of ctp ladies off this site, and was nauseated by the fact that one of the girls just got pg with her SIXTH kid!! Life isnt fair.

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Reply by Expecting2Expect » Mar. 12, 2012 9:56am

Hi ladies

Sitting at home today with a sick little nephew. Poor guy had a bad fever yesterday & just feeling overall crappy, so he is at home with Aunty today. Hopefully hes feeling better!

On the ttc note, got another -opk this am, so really should have O'd yesterday, but no significant temp shift sometimes my bbt goes up slowly after O tho, so I think yesterday was still O day. Wish I could actually get a spike so I could KNOW when I O!

Trying not to get too discouraged this cycle, we bd'd a LOT this time; CD 6, 9(x2), 11, 12, 13, 14, 16, 17, & 18! Stopped taking the epo on Saturday, hopefully between the epo, the preseed and the tons of bd-ing we hit the baby jackpot this cycle!

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Reply by Expecting2Expect » Mar. 12, 2012 10:56am

Ok, my rant is about how long it took for my insurance company to get back to me about weather or not they would cover my ambulance ride! I was rushed to the hospital via ambulance on Oct 7th... we FINALLY got a cheque in the mail today (March 12) They only covered 80% but I wont complain about that cause I didnt think they were gonna cover any. But sriously, like FIVE months! Thats rediculous! Thats nearly $400 we were out, if we owed them money it would be collected immediately but when they owe US money it takes 5 months.... Grrr!

On the positive side tho, they paid 80%! Thank goodness! Feeling very broke lately with the ambulance and dh's patent ($600+)

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Reply by _snowwhite_ » Mar. 12, 2012 10:35pm

I've got a stabbing pain in my stomach. i need to go to the hospital, i think, but im afraid if they find another negative blood test they're going to subject me to another xray and i know im pregnant they cant do that again. can i demand an ultrasound to rule out pregnancy before they xray me? i dont know, so i dont think i'll go. if its still bad by morning i'll go but i really dont want to.

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Reply by Expecting2Expect » Mar. 13, 2012 12:32am

Jil - Sweetie if you are in that much pain that you feel like you need to go to the hospital, then you NEED to go! For your safty and your possible baby's. If they want to do an x-ray tell them no that you wont do anything until you have had an u/s. Altho I have heard that early on an x-ray is unlikely to effect a pregnancy at all. Hope all is okay! Sending lots of love and positive vibes your way!

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Reply by _snowwhite_ » Mar. 13, 2012 1:21am

i really need to go but i know my parents wont take me (i dont have a car) because they say i go to the er too often. i dont know what to do.

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Reply by Faith1 » Mar. 13, 2012 8:20am

Good Morning Ladies:

I was out of work yesterday. I worked my arms out tooooo much at the gym on Saturday and can barely move them - UGH!

Jill - How are you? Did you call/go see your doctor?

Kristine - Sorry you were feeling grouchy - I don't know about you but some of my best days are when I'm being a big B*tch! It's kind of like being able to release all the annoyance and anger you have on everyone.

Hi Joy! Hope your nephew is feeling better.

So my rant for the day (the century!). I was raised in the system of care and lived in various group homes as a child. I had DYFS (like child protective services). So I was lucky enough to meet this nice family when I was about 16. They wanted to adopt me. However, even though I didn't have a relationship with my mother she would not sign the papers to let me go.

Anyway, I am still in contact with this family. In fact I am very close with them. I live about 2 blocks from my aunt Lisa (Lisa and Josh who I was complaining about the other day). And my aunt Diane lives on the other side of time. And Junie, foster mom, lives in Conneticut. So June has helped me financially in a tremendous way. She's the type of person where she would rather give you money than spend quality mother/daughter time with you. It sucks but I'll take what I can get - and I don't mean that in a user sort of way.

So I'm kinda over these people! Lisa is a constant pain in my ass. She always has to do what I'm doing. It's really irritating. And I just found out on Saturday from my aunt Diane (who has a big mouth) that June and Diane bought my cousin Josh (same age as my son) a new ipod because ge broke hi back in February. Ask me what they bought for my son for his birthday in February? Nothing!

I'm tired of my son and I being treated like second class citizens in this family. Lisa only cares about what I'm doing when she needs me to watch her kid. June will give me money but no time. And Diane, well, she's a whole other story.

They never give a crap about how I'm feeling - just how they are feeling. I'm like their live-in therapist/babysitter/ lap girl. I'm done with it!




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Reply by aromatherapy » Mar. 13, 2012 9:29am

my rant for today!!! omg the endo pain is bad today :( I definatly ovulated as i haven't felt like this in over 5 months. by back and pelvis are soo achy today, when i feel like this it totally makes me want to give up ttcing and just go get a hysterectomy. i hate living with pain,it makes me so tired and nauceaus, please tell me i conceived this month,as it would solve alot of the endo issues and once i have a child i can get these lady parts ripped out and move on with life.. chronic pain sucks, and not to mention erytime i have a cycle where i don't conceive the endo builds up even worse, so its looking like probably lap in the fall again.

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Reply by Faith1 » Mar. 13, 2012 10:56am

So I just got some good news. My company is soon to be merged with another and I'm not too keen on if I wanted to go. I just got a call from someone who I work with closely from another agency asking me if I wanted to interview for the director position. I'm only a supervisor now. I go in on Friday.

I have a question:

Do you guys ever sweat "down there" and it smells like sweet bleach? Weird I know.

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Reply by Expecting2Expect » Mar. 13, 2012 2:46pm

Hi ladies!

Faith - Ugh so irritating that your family treats you like that! Good luck with the interview though!!

Kristine - for your bfp so you can have your baby and be done with all the endo pain!

My rant for the day... people who change my plans! I had my week all planned out then our friends changed our "get together" date to tomorrow!! So now today (on top of cleaning for my Grandparents, taking my Grandma shopping & going out for dinner witht them) I have to clean my house!! (And dh has been off the last week so it's a disaster!!)

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Reply by bumblebaby8808 » Mar. 13, 2012 3:48pm

Good afternoon ladies!

Joy, I hate when people do that. Plans are made initially for a reason, not to be switched around at the last minute!

Faith, good luck with your interview!

Aroma, I'm sorry your in so much pain. I hope you get your BFP soon so you don't have to worry about it anymore!

Snow, I hope you're parents were able to understand you need to go and took you. Hopefully everything turns out ok for you!

I don't have too much to really complain about today. DH headed up to Burlington, VT to interview for a job. I wish I could have gone with him for the drive but I have taken too much time off of work the past two weeks to take another day so soon! He said the interview went well, so a move may be in out future! I already googled whether or not there was a fertility clinic there. The things we think of when faced with a possible move!

On another note. FF finally gave me some crosshairs today. But it's saying I ovulated on CD 18 which is the first day of my two day OPK positives. It's probably impossible for it to detect my real ovulation without my temps from saturday and sunday. I honestly don't think I ovulated until CD 21. I know there is no way I could be pregnant this cycle. So onto IUI!

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Reply by _snowwhite_ » Mar. 13, 2012 8:27pm

Faith- sweet bleach is a nice way to put it but yes. Good luck with the job.

So I didn't end up going to the er. I managed to fall asleep and when I woke the pain was gone. So I ran to check for AF and nothing. Still no sign of her. Thanks for the support though gals. It's really appreciated.

My rant: df doesn't believe I'm pregnant. Every fiber of my being believes. I am and won't stop believing until its absolutely proved otherwise. I want to wait it out as long as I can before I take another blood test or get an ultrasound so the hcg really builds up. I'm thinking 7 weeks (I'm 5w5d today). I tested positive at 7 weeks last time. And I figure the longer I go without bleeding or worrying about bleeding the better. Since I bleed all along during my last pregnancy.

So df doesn't believe I'm pregnant. But who knows my body better than myself? He thinks I have some sort of hormonal imbalance. He's a paramedic not a doctor. I trust him but I don't think he's right. Last nights cramping felt a lot like round ligament pain that I had at 7 weeks last bfp.

My symptoms are fading but they did last time right before my bfp. I'm dying to test but I want to give it more time. If I had the money for more hpts I'd test now but I don't so I can't. I'm just so frustrated with everything. I just want my bfp already!!!

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Reply by aromatherapy » Mar. 13, 2012 9:39pm

my rant has 2 words: BLADDER INFECTION, enough said...

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Reply by Expecting2Expect » Mar. 13, 2012 10:02pm

Hi ladies!

Kristine - Ugh, so not cool!

Jil - Good luck holding out

bumble - Grr to crosshairs... but yay to dh maybe having a new job! I laughed when I ready about checking for a fertility clinic... so something I would do!

Nothing to rant about tonight except that I was in be since 9pm!! I hate when dh works early shirt... and then he bitches if I type "too loud" so cant write much. Grrr...

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Reply by bumblebaby8808 » Mar. 14, 2012 6:31am

A my crosshairs are gone on ff! Well, at least they know they were wrong before!!!

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Reply by Faith1 » Mar. 14, 2012 7:31am

Hi Ladies:

Aroma - I'm so sorry about the infection. Feel better Honey!

Snow - I'm glad the pain went away. I think you should test girlie.

BTW Do you have any idea what that smell is from?

Bumble - you're from Vermont? Awesome! I'm in Jersey. Ok not that close but I have relatives in Conneticut. I bet it's beautiful up there. Do you guys get a lot of snow?

Joy - 3 words, PEOPLE ARE STUPID! No one cares about anyone else anymore - just themselves. I have to deal with the "changing the plans" with my family all the time. Or better yet the "well leave at 3p" and then don't leave until 5p. UGH!

So nothing to rant about today. BUT I did notice something different yesterday when I was checking my cervix. It was kinda longated, REALLY firm and TIGHTLY closed. It has NEVER been like this before. EVER! I can usually get a fingertip in there.

I look at this whole TTC thing as a game - will I beat it this month? Won't I? And of course I have developed this defeatist attitude and go into every month thinking I won't beat it. I still have that attitude. BUT this month I didn't take the progesterone cream starting at CD17 (couldn't afford it). So I know the symptoms that are going on are real and not from the cream. One thing that started a few days ago is that my nipples have become extremely sensitive - never happened before - and the sensitivity has increased daily. No fluttering, a little bit of cramping and some pinching here and there. No BFP to date.

Anyway.........






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Reply by Faith1 » Mar. 14, 2012 1:13pm

Where is everyone today????????????????????

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Reply by Expecting2Expect » Mar. 14, 2012 2:21pm

Hi laies!

Faith - I'm here! lol! Your symptoms soun promising!

bumble - Your for FF friguring itself out!!

AFM - not big rant toay. Got my whole house cleane... launry is one, I'm goo to go. & Company isnt coming for another hour or so. (of course as soon as hubby came home he tosse his work clothes on the floor, etc etc... MEN!)

4po toay... nothing to report... what a boring 2ww so far!

Joy

PS... I am on my esktop computer, & one of the buttons on my keyboar isnt working, can you guess which one?? lol! ont worry, it's not just that I onno how to spell!

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Reply by Expecting2Expect » Mar. 14, 2012 2:21pm

Hi laies!

Faith - I'm here! lol! Your symptoms soun promising!

bumble - Your for FF friguring itself out!!

AFM - not big rant toay. Got my whole house cleane... launry is one, I'm goo to go. & Company isnt coming for another hour or so. (of course as soon as hubby came home he tosse his work clothes on the floor, etc etc... MEN!)

4po toay... nothing to report... what a boring 2ww so far!

Joy

PS... I am on my esktop computer, & one of the buttons on my keyboar isnt working, can you guess which one?? lol! ont worry, it's not just that I onno how to spell!

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