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Reply by redshadoe0 » May. 24, 2012 6:10am

Mela... I feel that way a lot. *sigh* one of my 'friends' who has all KINDS of medical problems.... some bone disease and major heart issues.... and she carries children no problem. Good for her right? Well after the first baby, her house is never ever ever picked up.... the baby is ALWAYS sick and the house is ALWAYS trashed... talking food plates everywhere.... mold in the sink on the plates.... dog piss and shit everywhere.... and oh guess what.... SHES PREGGO AGAIN.... and I, who have no health issues, keep miscarrying. UGH!

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Reply by mrsbaurs » May. 28, 2012 8:39am

Just checking in with everybody. How is it going?

My temps have remained high so I guess I ovulated. I'm still not convinced because my cervix was not high, soft, or open during this time. I checked at least 3 times a day during this window to see so I don't think I would have missed it, but who knows. If I did ovulate, I'm not sure if I ovulated on CD 30 (5/21) or CD 31 (5/22). I had a dip on CD 30 and a rise on CD 31, even though the rise was not above the cover line it was pretty close. The website says possibly CD 31 but could it be CD30? Suggestions?

I hope everyone else is doing well!

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Reply by redshadoe0 » May. 28, 2012 6:58pm

mrsbaurs ugh how frustrating! I'm not sure honestly... some months my cervix doesnt cooperate, some months I can tell exactly when I O. I don't temp, I don't understand all of that haha. Good luck!!

As for me, I'm due for AF on the 3rd. Last 2 days I've been taking 2 naps a day and my boobs are flippin FULL and heavy but not really sore... So who knows. Prolly just PMS. We shall see!!!

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Reply by wilsonc » May. 29, 2012 8:58am

hey everyone, i got a little bit of good news got my hospital appointment through for 26th June (wasnt expecting an appointment at least till the middle of august) apart from that just been trying to keep busy and carry on ttc not tried anything new this month since money has been tight a few bills to pay and 3 birthdays coming up bt jst see what this cycle brings

welcome mutley, so sorry to hear you havent been having any luck conceiving i think we all know how you are feeling like us all u never thought this would be so difficult but we are here to talk to or if u just want to vent

hey dolphin, hows things just reading your last post saying you was anxious hope all is ok

hey danielle1986, great news for u 16 wks and a healthy little one inside i can imagine how excited u must be keep us posted when u can :)

hey mela0054, i can relate i try stay away from fb bt know what u mean ppl who fall pregnant so easy ie drug addicts, alcoholics etc its jst not fair and normal ppl like us have such a hard time ttc

hey mrsbaurs, thats gd u think u have ovulated fingers crossed and baby dust for u , i dnt temp and tbh not sure how it works so cant help there sorry

hey redshadoe, sounds like u either have signs of pms or even better pregnancy signs hope this is your month baby dust and good luck keep us posted

baby dust for u all (sorry for the long post not been on for a while)



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Reply by wilsonc » May. 31, 2012 5:21am

hey ladies jst on here for a little rant
why is it u get one bit of good news followed by bad news :(
My dh found out this week his job contract may be coming to an end and if it does he would have to work away so we would only get to see each other 1-2 times a week unless we decide to move away together but neither of us want to give up our home we have lived here for 9 years and is close to our family so suppose we will just have to see what happens in the near future and hope it does not come to that
sorry just had to get it out not really spoke to anyone about it

hope everyone else is doing well

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Reply by dolphin1204 » May. 31, 2012 8:19am

Wilson so sorry to hear about your bad news. 1-2 times a week would be really hard expecially when TTC. Is it close enough where you could go visit often?

Danielle1986 thanks for checking in! Good to hear a success story. It gives us all hope. We have used preseed and we did concieve twice while using it, but our issues are more than just the CM problem. But I wouldn't BD without!

mela0054 I really do hate that. Every drug addict and alcoholic can have as many babies as they want but we can't. It actually really hurts sometimes. I keep on trying to tell myself there is a plan in place for me that I have no control over but it only works for a little while.

redshadoe0 I hope things go in your favor and AF doesn't show! I really hate when I have to see similar situations as the girl you were talking about. It really actually breaks my heart to see someone "piss" away a blessing by not taking care of a baby.

mrsbaurs it looks like day 30 could of been your day. I would say def 30 or 31. Somtimes some people have a slower rise than others. At least you are Oing that is a plus! I am going to start tracking my BBT again this month just to see if I O on my own.

AFM I have been keeping busy with work and our vegtable garden at home. My anxiety goes away when I keep my mind busy and my hands working! So I am feeling better this week. AF is set to show in the next 2-4 days so I am going to start temping and test my LH again just to get back into the groove and to see if I actually O. I will keep ya all posted! BABY DUST!

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Reply by wilsonc » May. 31, 2012 10:10am

hey dolphin1204
Not really its about a 5 hour drive away (i cant drive which doesnt help) but we are trying to figure out a way we can manage if it does happen he is going to speak with his boss and try find out more about the situation to see if they could keep him on where he is just now so fingers crossed

thats good you have been keeping yourself busy, hopefully you have O'ed this month good luck and keep us posted

baby dust

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Reply by mrsbaurs » Jun. 3, 2012 8:34pm

I am at the end of my rope. AF showed tonight. I am going to try one more cycle and then I am calling my doc to start Clomid. We did not miss ovulation this time so I don't know why it didn't stick. I was so sure this was the month. My boobs have never hurt as bad as they did this past week or so.

Not to mention, I now have another friend who just found out she is pregnant. She started trying in January and is already pregnant. I just feel like crying. I want to be pregnant so bad. I want to experience bringing a child into this world and feeling him or her kick from inside me. I want to experience that. I want to hear children running around in my house.

Sorry to whine, but I am so upset right now. I feel like crying. I don't have anyone else to talk to who understands how I feel.

On to the next month...

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Reply by wilsonc » Jun. 4, 2012 4:16am

aww sorry to hear af showed mrsbaurs, its not easy when you hear about people who fall pregnant so easily i have lost count the amount of people who have fell pregnant and had their baby since i started and it does bring you down
sometimes i find myself crying because i feel like its never going to happen for me
i think we all understand how you feel, i hope you have better luck next month or if you get clomid that helps you get your bfb
baby dust to you
hope you are feeling better soon

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Reply by dolphin1204 » Jun. 4, 2012 8:25am

Sorry to hear your news mrsbaurs and don't ever be sorry about whining. I think this is a perfect place for you to let it all out.

I know exactly how you feel. Every week someone else announces that they are pregnant and here I site feeling barren... I sometimes wonder if I will ever have the opportunity to love a child as my own.

I am sending you lots of baby dust for this next cycle! I would also stress that you should see your doctor again too. I know it helped me to finally get some answers even if they were not all ways good ones.

BABY DUST TO ALL!

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Reply by redshadoe0 » Jun. 4, 2012 1:44pm

MRSBAURS - *sigh* same boat. AF started Friday. But finally got in to see the infertility specialist! Start clomid today and a trigger shot next week! Don't lose hope. I'm waiting with ya.

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Reply by dolphin1204 » Jun. 8, 2012 8:34am

Well AF showed up last Saturday. So she has come and gone and I have started temping again. I will keep you all posted on if I O on my own! I hope I do!!

Any news to share?

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Reply by wilsonc » Jun. 9, 2012 4:41pm

AF showed up today but bang on day 28 this time which is more normal than day 39 last month
apart from that not alot going on with me just trying to keep busy and wait 23 days till my hospital appointment and then the day after that is my nephews 1st bday which im looking forward to he always puts me in a good mood :)

hope everyone else is doing ok

baby dust

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Reply by mela0054 » Jun. 11, 2012 9:59am

Hi everyone, I so sorry to hear that your AFs have shown up!!

I am currently on 9 DPO and I trying really hard not to test. I think this is the hardest thing to do but, I just don't want to get the bad new again.

Anyway this weeks should be an interesting one because my new niece or nephew will be born on Wed. I am not sure if that will make this week easier or harder because of the emotions of wanting a child of our own.


Baby Dust to all!


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Reply by wilsonc » Jun. 11, 2012 3:43pm

hi mela0054,

fingers crossed for u this month, i know must be hard not to test you kind of want to know but ur scared u get a bfn when like us all want a bfp
baby dust

i hope when your niece or nephew arrives it makes your week easier :)

afm im on for a little rant past few days havent been much fun im in alot of pain with af and i dont normally suffer this bad and on top of that my dh son living with us is starting to take its toll on our relationship i feel like we never get 5 mins together now and my dh feels like i dont want his son there living with us and its not like that atall i have tried speaking to him but he doesnt understand what im saying his boy is 17 and all i ask is that we get a little bit of privacy not him sitting in his room 24/7 and then my dh said what if we ever have a child am i going to kick them out i dont think he understands where im coming from atall jst feeling a bit alone in this house now
sorry laddies just had to get this of my chest



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Reply by redshadoe0 » Jun. 13, 2012 1:05pm

Wilson, I hope you and hubby can get on the same page about his son :( That can't be easy.

Mela, how is your neice/nephew??? Everything go okay?

MrsBaurs I wish I understood temping so I could help you lol, however... I can't comprehend those lines lol.

As for me, I went in for another ultrasound today which shows my lining is a good thickness at 6mm. My right ovary has a buncha follicles but they're all 6mm or smaller (way to small) My left ovary has a few 8mm and one 11.5 mm (this is the one I'm pinning my hopes on). So I go back again Friday to see if that one on my left side matured or not! If it did, I take the trigger shot and we're off to the bed for the next few days! *sigh* why can't I have a nice short cycle so I don't have to wait so long for things lol.

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Reply by dolphin1204 » Jun. 13, 2012 4:43pm

I have been there redshadoe0. Keep you hopes up and positive thoughts going! Grow egg grow! BABY DUST!

Sorry for your troubles Wilson. I know it is sometimes hard to get across what you really mean and make it sound right. Hang in there and be extra patient! If that doesn't work remind him he should be patient also and be extra supportive!

mela0054 I hope that the new bundle in your family will bring you joy and hope! Miracles can and do happen!

AFM we are off for a long weekend starting tomorrow night. We have a wedding to attend and it is out of town where not a lot of people know us so they won't be asking the dreaded question! So have a great weekend ladies and I will check in next week!

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Reply by wilsonc » Jun. 13, 2012 6:14pm

hey redshadoe0, hope everything goes ok for and u egg has grew baby dust :)

and yep my living situation isnt easy but i did manage to speak to hubby yesterday and think we have cleared the air a bit with eachother he knows he has to be more supportive to me and understands his son living with us is taking alot of getting used to for me when i have been so used to it just being the two of us most of the time

i am going to spend some time with my best friend and my nephew this wkend will help cheer me up after my rubbish wk my nephew is walking now so should b a fun wkend for me lol

hey dolphin1204
that will be good for you getting a long wkend away and nobody asking u any questions
i hope u have a good weekend speak to you soon

baby dust to all



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Reply by redshadoe0 » Jun. 17, 2012 9:04pm

Trigger shot tomorrow!!! At the ultrasound today my left ovary has one follicle at 18mm. So doc says trigger shot in the morning! Hopefully it'll boost the folly up to 20+mm and it'll be my lucky month!!! 2 weeks from tomorrow I get betas drawn to see if it worked. *sigh* might be one of the longest 2WW's of my TTC life haha.

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Reply by mrsbaurs » Jun. 17, 2012 9:23pm

Good luck red. Keep us posted.

Im on CD 15 and I'm just waiting to ovulate. This is the last cycle that I am going to try myself. If it doesn't work this cycle, I will start Clomid.

How is everyone else doing?

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