Have you ever noticed that trying to get pregnant is nothing but a bunch of waiting? You wait for your period to end, then you wait to ovulate, then you wait to see if your period is going to start or not. I hate waiting. It looks like God wants me to wait some more though, as Aunt Flow showed up this morning. And so I wait again…
I know that this is God’s plan, not mine. His plan is perfect and mine is not. So I was not meant to get pregnant right now. I know this… I just wish I had a choice in the matter sometimes. God doesn’t ask us what we want… though I guess He already knows. He knows how badly I want a baby. I just have to trust His timing.
And I have to wait.