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I feel for your pain. I believe the Lord sees you. He knows you by name and is greater than everything. He can help you overcome and, in time, conceive. When I feel overwhelmed and my emotions are running wild I find my greatest comfort in the presence of the Lord. I have poured out my heart to Him on many occasions. No matter how I have felt I have always been raw and honest with Him. I encourage you to find a quiet place that you can just tell Him exactly how you feel, let the tears flow, let the anger burn, let the hostility out...just be honest with Him...with yourself. Once you've spoken all the secrets of your heart and mind, wait. Wait for His answer. Wait for His peace. Wait for His love and wait for His forgiveness. He can feel your with peace amidst your storm of emotions and calm your grieving heart. Nothing is too hard for God. Hugs and love from me to you.

Hello dear I want you to know that I totally understand where you are coming from. My husband and I had been TTC since Jan 2013, he is 35, I am 23 but had been a previous marriage and never conceived. I would find myself so jealous and almost hating women and girls who were getting pregnant at the drop of a hat. Then I met my wonderful husband now who is heaven sent, and my doctor found a Pituitary Tumor that could prevent me from ever getting pregnant. I had to start taking medication in hopes that one day I could have a child. Once we started trying, we put everything we had into it, I ate, slept, and dreamed pregnancy. Then out of nowhere, my sister in law who was on birth control pills, not trying, gets pregnant. And I found myself crying like a baby asking God why not me. Then it was just like He told me, its not your time. So I started praying and praying for His will and for His perfect timing. I accepted that no matter what I did, that I wouldn't conceive until it was my time.

I know that this is hard, and for me I just had to get someplace on my own, and just talk to God just as I would anyone else. After all, He knows our hearts and how we feel, just sometimes He wants us to tell Him. I found this Bible verse and it has helped me so much: Mark 11:21 "And Jesus answering saith unto them, Have faith in God." Mark 11:24 "Therefore I say unto you, What things soever ye desire, when ye pray, believe that ye receive them and ye shall have them." I started praying like this for a child, and I thanked God for my unborn, not yet conceived children. And I also asked God to help me not feel badly towards others. And praise be to Him, I found out that I am almost 5 weeks pregnant. Sometimes God just wants us to show faith and trust that He does know best for our lives, even if it doesn't make sense to us. I will be continually praying that when He see's fit, that he allows to have a beautiful healthy pregnancy and child. God bless!! And baby dust y

Thank you ladies SO much for your inspirational words! You have no idea how much they mean to me! My husband and I are working on our relationship with God! Tonight at dinner we thanked Him for our meal and our family and our health and told him that he knew our hearts desires and for His will to be done! I know that He is the only one that can help us! I am so thankful for our God. I need to talk to Him more. Sometimes I catch myself while I am by myself having conversations with me. While I'm in the car, in the shower, or just by myself in general. It makes me feel better! I just need to do more! Thank you ladies so much again! I have gained two new friends!